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قديم 10-25-2018, 08:43 PM   #1

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I'm sorry, I'm not fit for human company.

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
Who says they don't mean to?

The proposition I'd like to make is that education should be something of which a child can later say: "If I survived that, I can survive anything.

I thought perhaps you'd been avoiding me.
- As a bad influence.
- Not you.
The world.

And if I'm going to break out into the world not just this, but the real world, to learn something, make a contribution, live rather than just survive, then I am going to have to say these things out loud.

Perhaps the only way to move on is to become more detached from yourself and more attached to something else.
- A hobby, you mean?
- Someone else.
- Fall in love, have kids.
- Hm. Yeah. Why not?

I tried falling in love, many times, as you know.
Not sure that was love.
Even so, my experience of love: you get excited thinking someone can mend your broken heart, disappointed when you realize they can't.
- But the next time.
Hm.
Of course, the other danger is, without bitterness, spite, sarcasm, snobbery and self-loathing, - there might be nothing left.
- Perhaps.
Or think what you could put there instead.

What do I loathe, then? I loathe the poison dripping down from generation to generation.
And I'd rather die than inflict the same thing on our children.

She was always a lousy mother.
But I hoped she might take a holiday from that towards the end of her life, feel that she'd achieved enough by way of betrayal and neglect and that now it was time for her to take a break...

What can drive a man mad is being forced to have the emotion he's being forbidden to have at the same time.
The treachery makes me feel furious and now I'm being forced to feel pity.
Well, I'm a simple sort of man and I remain fucking angry!

I've tried so hard not to pass on the malice and resentment, give them a different sort of childhood.
But they're just fresh mistakes.

I do not look on death with fear, but with longing.
Please help me to escape the daily torture of my existence.

what else is there to do with money, but spend it when you have it and be bitter when you don't?

And you mustn't feel guilty about feeling pleased.

I was thinking how life is just the history of things we pay attention to.
The rest is just packaging.

Maya Angelou says the meaning of life is the impact we have on other people, whether we make them feel good or not.

I think my mother's death is the best thing to have happened to me since, well, my father's death.

A crisis demands a hero.
The ambush happens when things are going well.

She forgives me for not protecting her, but how could I? From what? I mean, this is behavior I didn't even know existed.

she failed to do the one thing she was obliged to do, to protect her son!

I look at the window and wonder whether this floor is high enough.

Easy not to lose what you never had.

You're going to have to apologize for that.
Why? I meant it.
That's why you have to apologize.
But I wouldn't mean it if I apologized.
Fake it to make it, man.
Fake it to make it.

Sometimes the trigger and the sadness are the same thing.

She was very well-loved.
Well, she lost touch with people when she stopped speaking.
It must have been terrible for her, not to be able to say what she wanted to.
That's why we must all resolve to drop our defenses and say what we feel, while we can.

Well, if you change your mind Thank you.
In fact, you should change your mind.
That's what it's for.

Fear knocked on the door.
Courage opened the door.
And there was nobody there!

She might not have been the perfect mother.
That must anger you.
But sometimes those who deserve the most blame also deserve the most compassion.

I've decided I'm bored of ghosts.
I want to see people instead.

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